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.Monday, February 2, 2009 ' 7:52 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i just dont know why these few days ,

many of my frens pick a fight wif me .

please la ...

im tired of all this lah .

plz be maturedlah for once .

kau igtkan kau pukol aku tk saket pe ??

siallah ..

mak bapak aku pon tk pukol aku tu mcm ah sia .

kau igtkan aku adek2 kau pe ,

kau nk pukol aku tu mcm .

org stakat tumbok siket satu kali ,

kau nk lebih2 .

dont be over-reaactinglah .

plzlah .

bey skrg kau nk buat muke kat aku .

and this are your true colors la eh .

you hit me badly ,

and what ??

and i need to say sorry to you ??

sorry ,

im not that type of person that imediately jumps to conclusion as if im the wrong one and i need to apologise .

if im the wrong one ,

i'll make the first move to ask for forgiveness ,

and i'll not drag things up .

my type is ,

i'll let that particular person to think who started it first .

and you , yourself will come to me and apologise .

i dont like to drag things up .

and ya ,

let me repeat this ,

im tired of all this fightings , quarrellings , misunderstandings and what so ever ..

im tired ..

thats about today .

life has ben sux these days .
im feeling so tired .

im always having a very bad flu when i woke up from my sleep .

and it's soo fucking irritating .

haiyo ..

i skipped both of my remedial lessons .

tmr then i'll be going for my maths remedial .

I HATE REMEDIALS !

thats all bout school .

hey ,

9 more days baybeh !

wohoo !

i cant wait .

i really cant .

im gonna be 17 soon .

see how fast time flies .

it seems like just last month i just stepped to my 16 years of age .

hahah !

and in 9 days time to 17 .

but im really excited for next year baybeh !

its a legal year !!

and about love ,

he's not back yet .

he'll be coming back tmr morning .

i miss him but not that muchlah coz yestrday just meet what .

and and 15 days to our 7th monthsary baybeh ,

insya'allah .

i love you soo much sweetheart .

you ,

my dad ,

my mom ,

my sis ,

my bros ,

my friends ,

are my everything .

especially mom ,

i missed you so much .

how i wish if u were just here beside me .

u will kiss me and hug me like you would do .

im not a good daughter .

im always makes dad angry .

i know you're disappointed with me mom .

i know .

i always wish u were when i was sick .

when im having fever ,

u will always take the small tower and soaked it the tub of cold waters and put it on my foehead .

i miss you so much .

without you ,

i feel that my life is meaningless .

i feel like my friends are going away from me .

how i wish i could follow you go up the sky .

and im not gonna overcome this kind of probs again .

how i wish mom .

now , i've got no one to do that to me :'(

and miss both of my bros .

hirsham ,

plz come back .

zahid ,

come back soon .

i love you people so much !