bila kuda berlari gagah berani ...

i forced myself to poke a hole yesterday !

and i succeed !

nnngggooookkk !!!

oohhh mmyy gooodd - uh !

plz ignore the longkangs !

thnx :)

repierced !

i love it !

i just miss piercing nose !

us and cuzin kunal :P

getting ready for farah's solemnization ceremony ..

this was taken on farah's mehendi day ..

just chilling under the block ..

fuckfaces !

kami ...

farah's bed ..

a simple decoration not by me .

:P

me and baby saniya ..

me and bulat no.2 ..

thnx bf :)

i love it !

stop it eh syaa !

kau jgn mcm2 buat keje mcm gini ...

when the cat mew ...

MEOW !

in the bus ..

otw to serangoon to meet sister .

the one month different cuzins ..

11th march and 11th feb ..

ily cuzin !

aww syaa ..

i know u love me ....

*_*

us ..

syaa ...

muke maintain eh !

hehe !

happy bday shakir !

the siblings .

THE RAINBOW !!

cantekkan maine ....

TAULAH !!

alalalalalala sossy !

tersengeh-sengeh ..

step comel je ..

nino seriously tak perlu !

hehehehhe ...

MULOT !

lompat-melompat ,

lompat - melompat ,

lompat - melompat ,

lompat - melompat !

suke maine lompat2 ??? !

HAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAH !!!!

MAINE ...

MAINE ...

style ah gamba ni ..

sape amekkan ah ??

si sabby dan si sossy ..

awww ....

a short video by me n shasya ..

okay people , all tis pics are uploaded randomly coz im lazy to put in order ..

here's the update from the 26th of november till today .

26th nov

nothing much ..

as usual met dear at 11pm ..

just chilling in the lorry ..

its fun ! heheh ..

27th nov

farah's mehendi day ..

so , yea jansher and aziz fetch me n sis to aunt nir's house ..

all women have to do henna on our hands ..

and i got to meet dear fo awhile ..

we went to macdonalds' wif jasmine ..

bought applepie ..

lepak2 awhile ..then back to aunt nir's place ..

and we got home at 2am plus ...

28th nov

farah's solemnization ceremony day ..

so , me and dad headed to the CC first ..

it was so fucking bored while waiting for jasmine and sis to arrived ..

i have to make friends wif kunal for that ..

heheh ! :)

and also , at night around 12am , i met dear ..

ily ..

29th nov

its FARAH'S WEDDING !

had so much fun when all of us cuzins dance on the stage ..

i just love it !

and that day was really tiring even though im not the bride ..

lol !

just tired of dancing lor ...

and i didnt met dear for that day ..

30th nov

we rest at home the whole day ..

at night , uncle bu n family came ..

we ordered mcdonalds ..

blablablabala ...

and i even got to meet dear for awhile ..

then went upstairs back ...

wait for dad to sleep..

and down again ..

lol !

notty me ..

sorry dad !

1st dec

doing nothing ..

just slacking at home ..

watching tv , eat , sleep , wake up , on the phone ...

and it repeats when i didnt go out for a day ..

thats me ...

i can grow fatter sia like tis ..

and as usual , meet dear at night ...

we had a wonderful night ..

ily ..

2nd dec

the emotional day of my life ...

i quarrel wif dad ..

he said he's not gonna believe me bcoz of tis ..

i dun care watever u say dad ..

what i know is , what i said to u ,

are all the truth ..

im tired of lies towards u ..

when i wanna be honest wif u ,

u told me that i was lying ..

haiz ...

actually , i decided not to go home on that day ..

i wanna sleep at fit's place ..

but when i meet dear at night ,

when i think bout it ,

im not going to make the situations worser ..

so , i decided to go home ..

wif full of tears ..

i cried throughout the night till 4.30am ..

till i get to close my eyes ..

3rd dec

when i woke up ,

it was 1.30pm ..

and its hard fr me to open my eyes coz i cried like a bucket of pail the very last night ..

and everything's back to normal .

but i still didnt talk to dad ,

n he didnt even talk to me ..

hmm ..

at night kak ana's (bro's fiance ) family came to my house ..

and gave the ring that my bro gaveduring the engagement .

she wanna break up ..

and i really thats the good decision that she made atlast ..

my bro is just a bloodysucker who has no responsibility and all ..

he's useless !

.............

and as usually ,

at night i meet dear ..

ily .

4th dec

i stayed at home the whole day till night ..

met dear ..

5th dec

meet dear ..

i ask him to buy for me ramli burger ..

heheh ...

thnk u darling !

today , 6th dec

in the afternoon ,

i meet dear n atika ..

we went to the p.ris horse farm ...

and coincidently , i bumped into my cuzin !

abg lan n family !

i kanchong already sia !

but i managedto run frm them ..

hee ..

then after that , bf send me n atika at whitesand ..

n he's off ..

i bought alot of food man !

for dad , sis , bro n myself ..

yum2 !

btw , bf has gone to kl for 3 days ..

wat a sudden news ..

its becoz of work ..

im gonna miz u sweetheart ..

im looking forward for our 5th month dear ..

i love u so much !

*and and dad plan to go to tanjung pinang on sat !!

i cant wait for that !

wohoo !!

atlast sia go holiday !!!